everiithiink iisshh changein ii can't STOP, ii donno wadd goiin happen next..`!! justt wann to HOLD yoo back.. just back too miie.. maybe ii should not play thiis stupiid game att first..! if ii get wadd ii wann and upsad YOO.. ii rather ii get nothiink.. everiithink seems so stark ii hate de feeliin.`! YOO use to make me smile and cheer miie up.. if ii lost yoo ii donno wadd cann ii do..`!! thiis 4years yoo are by myside ii take it as nothink.. and now YOO sayyiin GOODBYE, ii than start to know NII DUI WO YOU DUO CHONG YAO.`! don leave miie justt liike thiis..!! hao mahhs ?
just now ii wad thiinkin of de joy we share and de word nii sayy befor..!
my heart start to ''HURT''
YOO sayy befor nii won't ''HURT'' miie and ''LEAVE'' me when ii need YOO..`! but NOW nii..
ii know ii was ''sellfish''
ii know ii can't give YOO wadd yoo wann
butt YOO know ii can't forget ''someone''
anyway yoo will nebber be replaced iin my ''HEART''
thiis iis wadd ii cann ''PROMISE''
cann we be liike lastt tiime we use to be ?
will yoo stay by mysiide when ii need yoo ?
will yoo be there when ii call yoo not matter where are yoo ?
will yoo hold my hand when ii was scare ?
will yoo share eur story wiith miie agaiin ?
will yoo bring miie where ever yoo go ?
bu xiiang let yoo go just liike thiis.. butt wadd cann ii do to make yoo STAY!! just tell miie and ii will try my best..`! ii will try to care aboutt yoo liike yoo care for miie ..`!! and ii promiise..`!! just hope wad yoo sayy are not true.. !!
sorriiex chen and louiis.. ii don mean wadd ii sayy just now..
ii nebber think befor ii sayy..
ii nebber think befor ii sayy..
ii just in a bad mood..`!
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10:23 PM
a girl 15 & a boy 16
they were ex-couples
the girl could not forget the boy
when the boy know about this he smsed her
boy:
"forget me .dont b sad.
bye. u will not see me till then "
girl:
"do you still love me? "
boy:
" it is not important"
girl:
"you can dont love me but you cannot stop me from loving you"
boy:
" i .. i .."
girl:
" i miss u can?
i cannot forget can?
i dont want to forget can?
i love you can?
i want you can?
that is all i need can?
i dont want to forget can?
i love you can?
i want you can?
that is all i need can?
boy:
" i dont wish to hurt you ,you know ?
i dont want you to love me more then i love you , you know ?
i dont wish for you to forget the past but only the love
i dont want you to love me more then i love you , you know ?
i dont wish for you to forget the past but only the love
bcos i dont want it to b gone forver. you know .?
i dont want to see you bcos i want to have the perfect image of you in my heart.
i dont want to see you bcos i want to have the perfect image of you in my heart.
untarnished.
i dont want your love bcos love hurts.
i dont want your love bcos love hurts.
i dont want to see you in pain . "
the girl finally understood how the boy felt .
she said
" with you i can withstand any pain, any hurt ,every darkness .
but without you everything is just like thorns .
they hurt .i did rather be hurt by your love
then by the heartbreaking you caused .
no matterwhat ,
i just love you ."
their heart touched each other
their heart touched each other
their vains tied together
the promised they had lived till now
they are now 75 & 76
they got married at 25 & 26
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how ii wiish ii was them..`!!
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3:27 PM
chen:
I promise you my love
I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise never make you cry
I promise always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever !
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BUT PROMISE CAN'T BE TRUST..
''yoo know ii nebber believe in
`PROMISE`
ii am sorriiex..
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8:02 PM
bleahhs.. justt reachh home bath haO.. hees.. ttriied worrs.. =(( went to MS wiith kaiilun, louiis and koRR.. haahaa.. quiite fun and funnii.. LOL.s` take abiit of photo butt lazy to update.. bleahhs...
reachh home on com chat wiith chen, bryan, kailun, louiis.. chen askk wo if ii can choose beteew '' aii wo duo gou wo aii de ren'' haii shii '' wo aii de ren duo guo ta aii wo'' thiis qns realii hard to choose.. butt donn worrii ii will tell nii de ans by tml.. bleahhs.. anyway if ii cann realii choose ii donn wann BOTH.. cause no matter wadd all will get hurt iin de end.. ii know nii will sayy ''aii qiing shii zhii shii de'' hees.. liiao jiie nii hoRR.. LOL.s ... siian..
*nth cann CHANGE us..`!! we still de same liike lastt tiime.. STOP wu shii reng xiiang lehhs..*
reachh home on com chat wiith chen, bryan, kailun, louiis.. chen askk wo if ii can choose beteew '' aii wo duo gou wo aii de ren'' haii shii '' wo aii de ren duo guo ta aii wo'' thiis qns realii hard to choose.. butt donn worrii ii will tell nii de ans by tml.. bleahhs.. anyway if ii cann realii choose ii donn wann BOTH.. cause no matter wadd all will get hurt iin de end.. ii know nii will sayy ''aii qiing shii zhii shii de'' hees.. liiao jiie nii hoRR.. LOL.s ... siian..
*nth cann CHANGE us..`!! we still de same liike lastt tiime.. STOP wu shii reng xiiang lehhs..*
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2:47 AM
ii am tired tired tired... !! havin chalet on 13,14,15.. back home yesterday niites 8 than bath hao jiiu go work lehhs.. omG stupiid 'JOB' they nebber sayy can't wear skirt.. when ii reach there he start to sayy .. (-_x'') stupiid ppl ii even seen befor.. somemore iisshh at jurong.. ''气死人了'' jiiu go jurong center walk walk play game wiith lOuiis and thomes... after awhile they goiin to play mahjong than wo jiiu go meet bryan,chen,weiiming,zhiiweii,jiahao.. lol`ss.. take some stupiid piic of them.. =) afterdatt went home bath hao play com jiiu sleepii lehhs ..
thiis morning kOrr playiin com so noiise.. ! ii can't get back to sleepii jiiu msg chen.. he sayy wanna to come find wo end up nebber.. =(( LIAR..`! IHATENI..
thiis morning kOrr playiin com so noiise.. ! ii can't get back to sleepii jiiu msg chen.. he sayy wanna to come find wo end up nebber.. =(( LIAR..`! IHATENI..
mmmm... take on chalet.. wad a niice piic.. lol`ss..
bleahhx.. bryan, chen don get ''jealous'' worrs.. lol`ss..
bleahhx.. bryan, chen don get ''jealous'' worrs.. lol`ss..
by:zhiiweii.. niice ?
thankx loadd.. smuackkx.
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2:54 PM
yesterday went escape wiith niick.kOrr, couiis'gris' , meiix qii, louiis, shawn, and stanley lol`ss.. iit wass realii fun.. wake up at around 8.50a.m start calliin LOUIS wake up.. butt ii form 9 call untiil 10.15a.m he still sleepiin.. (-_''x) so miie and my kOrr went down to he house called hiim up.. dott dott.. ''he realii liike a piig..'' can't believe ii giive hiim 58 miishh call he still sleepii.. haiix..
around 12.30 we than reachh iisshh all because of LOUIS.. make miie and my koRR late.. hees.. .was iin escape for 5hr.. after datt ii was hungry so we went to MC eat our breakfast + lunch.. finish our food went to ah-kat play game.. lol`ss.. niick.kOrr and louiis playiin Bball.. around 6.15p.m went to play POOLdott dott.. ii wass so siian seeiin them playiin pool, around 7 couiis'gris' and meiix qii go home lehhs.. they play until 7.30p.m so it getiin late shawn and stanley wanna to go home too.. than louiis, niick.kOrr and miie take bus 12 to bugiis..
dott dott (-_''x) iit realii long .. 7.45p.m take bus around 9 caii reachh there.. haiixyo.. 1hr45min.. fall sleepii on bus.. iit realii triied.. after datt niick.kOrr and louiis go look for they ''yii fu'' walk all over de bugiis street bu shii bu meiix jiiu shii too ex lehhs.. haiixyo.. end up nebber buy anythink.. (-_x'')10.30p.m jiiu go eatt our dinner.. ''went we eattiin our dinner there was one stupiid uncle keep look at miie..'' (-_''x) oso donno whyy.. than koRr and louiis look back at hiim he don dare to see lehhs.. dott dott.. stupiid ppl do stupiid thiink.. lol`ss. after eattiin jiiu went home lOrhhs.. niick.kOrr askk louiis come our house.. reachh home around 11.45p.m lehhs..
''end my dayy here wiith a happii endii''
*ii wanna to watch death note 2.. show start on 28.12.06*
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deaddubbii..`!!
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4:32 PM
yesterday reachh home abiit late lehhs so nebber update noRrhs.. lol`ss.. yesterdayy was realii funn.. haahaa.. 9.15a.m jiiu wake up bath lehhs make haO my thiing jiiu go northpointt wiith koRR cause he goiin 7-11 intreviwe mahhs.. after kOrr interviiew jiiu go take bus to bugiis noRhhs.. actually wanna take MRT de meet wellx 12.30p.m than korr finish interview at 10.30a.m we sure reachh 1stt de, jiiu take bus noRhhs.. around 12 reachh there lehhs.. call baObiiex she still att home.. (-_''x) miie and korr jiiu walk around nOrhhx.. wo see somethiing quiite ''CUTE'' actually wanna buy de butt sure verii ex de.. =((
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after walk outt of de shop baObeiix wellx jiiu call korr lehhx.. jiiu go meet her at MRT KFC there norrhhx.. after datt go walk aroundd take neopriant wait for my cousiin and he stead to come nOrrhhs.. see somethiink iiss niice agaiin.. hees.. thiis realii niice norhhx.. bleahhx..`!!
oso forget where de place lehhx.. onlii rememeber how to go.. haahaa..
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around 1 miie baObeiix and korr jiiu go MC eatt.. and meii qii around 1.15 or 1.30 jiiu reachh lehhx.. 2.15p.m louiis msg wo sayy he finiish exam lehhs.. jiiu askk hiim come find us loRhhs.. korr, baobeiix, cousiin, meii qii, miie walk around and around de bugiis and bugiis street 4 or 5 tiime lehhs just to waiit for stupiid louiis to come.. lol`ss.. around 6 he finally reachh lehhs.. haahaa.. than meii qii and miie goiin iinterview att bugiis there.. after interviiew go x.zone see lOuiis play carr carr hees.. he wiin and wiin and wiin.. dott dott.. lol`ss.. play untiil no body wanna to play lehhs.. after playiin jiiu go ciity nOrhhs.. =)) reachh suntce around 8 lehhs.. went to there de toy see louiis and my korr playiin (-_''x) realii diiao and funnii lorhhx..
hees.. luagh all de way until we leave there.. lol`ss..
thiis piic take by meii qii and cousiin.. niice.. ? hahaa.. =))
end our dayy lehhs.. happy endiin.. lol`ss.. diiaO.. haahaa.. ermmm reachh home around 11 lehhs bahhx.. louiis come our house take CD.. hees..
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deaddubbii..`!!
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2:42 PM
dott dott.. (-_''x) ii can't find bryan yao de song.. ii can't putt iin my bolg =((.. qii shii ren lehhx.. da biian.. haahaa.. anyway de song ''GOODBYE'' by ''Janice'' iisshh reall niice.. hees.. ii am siick lehhs.. thiis few day runiin nose, fever keep go off and back, coughiin, gastiice paiin.. haiix.. siian siian * ''tml goiin bugiis wiith koRr and wellx baObeiix.. hees.. meet baObeiix 12.30 att bugiis MRT bleahhx..'' so ii have to sleepii now lehhx.. tml zaii update bahhx.. niitex.. smuack''
miisshhin hiim all dayy..
donno wadd he doiin now worrs... ?
donno he eatt lehhs mahhx.. ??
hees.. bleahhx..
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deaddlubbii..`!!
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12:21 AM