haiix.. feel so badd.. =(( no mood att all.. today wake up att 6.45a.m msg hiim askk hiim weather he goiin to work anott.. caii know datt he realii siick lehhx.. ii nebebr believe hiim when he told miie.. ii nebber care aboutt hiim att all..`! donno wadd de FUCK ii am doiin.. =(( miisshhiin hiim all de way to work thiinkiin loadd of thiing which happen to miie and hiim.. iit feel so piian, it feel so hurt.. listen to ''NEVER LET YOO GO'' teas iisshh dorpiin outt of my eye`!.. sobb..* on 24.11.2006 yoo told miie ''no matter wadd happen yoo will alway be there for miie..'' butt ii can'tt see yoo, yoo wass so farr form miie.. ii can't even hold eur hand tight to miie.. ii feel liike goiin too lose yoo..
reachh my work place lehhx.. about to startt work my gastiice startted to pian.. cause pastt 2dayy nebber realii eatt hao, donno wadd have ii done, ii lost my jobb at 11.49a.m.. wadd de hell `!! loadd of thiink happen in thiis past two dayy.. realii donno wadd to do, was cryiin when ii talkiin wiith bryan at 12.. everii tiime when ii wass sad or down he will alway there for miie no matter wadd no matter where iisshh hiim, he will tryy to get down and peii wo..`!! thankx loadd..
after datt meet my frenxii att CCK talk talk walk walk .. around 2p.m when down ord meet my ''korr.nickk'' and ''wellx.baObeiix''walk around the palce ii and hiim when befor.. ''far east, biishan, bugis'' walkiin and walkiin ii see loadd of hiim around the place.. butt all iisshh a dream..
he nebber be there agaiin`!!
he won't lend miie he shoulder when ii was triied..`!!
he won't hagg miie when ii was cold...`!!
he won't make miie smile when ii was sadd..`!!
he won't care weather ii eatt leRhx mahhx..`!!
all iisshh over leRhx.. justt over liike thiis.. ii don wann..`! realii don wann..`! donn wann to giive up so easyy.. butt ii can't find a way a reson for holdiin yoo back when yoo nebber even LUBBII miie befor..`!! heart realii piian.. thiinkin all de thiing nii sayy befor.. iizziit come from eur heart or yoo just sayyiin to make miie happy ..?realii donn wiish to lett yoo go.. ''you bu xiiang zaii ting daO nii baO ta ting daO ta go eur house..`!!'' ii can't take iit anymore..butt wanna to tell yoo ''WO ZHEN DE YOU ZHEN XIN DE AII GUO NII'' butt end up.. haiix.. sobb..* =((iisshh all eur fault tell nii nott to duii wo jiiang haO leRhx.. nii reng wo aii shang nii you bu guan wo..`!! =(( sobbsobb..`!!!
ii am goiin to miisshh yoo untiil 26.11.06 ` 12a.m after datt ii will keep all de MEMORY and all the thiink nii sayy to miie iinsiide my heartt and lock iit with a key.. onlii yoo cann open and continue iit iif yoo wann.. =(( thank for haviin so much MEMORY and tiime wiith miie iin thiis past 3mth.. ii will nebber forget wadd nii do and care aboutt miie.. xiie xiie nii de guan xiin and zhou gu... take care loadd.. bubbye..